Half-Nekkid Thursday

My first attempt with HNT.
sorry my camera is a little lame.
I'll get better, promise.

good morning madison.

So, I noticed last night a fellow blogger of mine has the very same name as me. Not only that the title of her blog is "Meeting Madison". And I thought I was being cute. =] teehee. I suppose I'll just have to think of something else.

I woke up this morning to six missed calls from my mother, fifteen from my fiance, and an incredibly loud dog telling me he must-must-must go out NOW. It wasn't the most pleasant way to wake up but I guess it got me going pretty fast right from the beginning.

Today is a rare day off for me. I'm a district manager for an entertainment business, and lets just say people want to be entertained daily.

I've been keeping a secret from my leading man for as long as I can remember; we've been together six years. I'm a true bi-sexual. My greatest fantasy is to be with a man and a girl for life, not just one man or one woman. I want them both. And yes, I do understand that marriage is a union between two people not three. Yes, I do know that I am engaged. I have come to terms with the fact that future hubby will never want to share me with a woman either, but my question to you is before we get marries shouldn't I be with a woman for awhile? Just to truly know what I am missing.

Future hubby and I grew up in small town Texas, gay-lesbians and bis were about as popular as civilized human beings. Which, needless to say, were rare amongst a sea of rednecks. Shane and I have been together since high school with only a very temporary break once in college and go figure I was attending a Christian school so the beautiful girls weren't exactly looking my direction.

I'm not so sure I can enter into this relationship without once letting myself explore a woman's beautiful curves and make her feel exactly how I want her to. I want to feel a woman's passion growing in my arms and know it is because of me.

Oh dear the situations I get myself into.

madison meets blogger.

Hello, hello everyone.
My name, you've probably already predicted, is Madison.

I grew up hating my name, in fact I went so far as to completely deny it's existence for the teenage years of my life, I insisted everyone call me something entirely different. I suppose it all ties in to some childish teasing from my younger years.

Any who, I'm really here as a secret.

I'm engaged to a wonderful man, but I of course feel that maybe I haven't finished living yet.

I just thought this might be a nice place to vent about all the little things I haven't yet done, and possibly never will.

Now, for a survey so you can "get to know me" just a little.

1. Where is your mobile phone? directly to my left.
2. Your significant other? at his apartment, having a night with the boys.
3. Your hair? in a bun, like it usually is when I arrive home.
4. Your mother? in her bedroom sleeping I suppose.
5. Your father? at his ranch, possibly watching some tv with his wife.
6. Your favorite thing? sex, music, dancing, rain, sun. and of course butterflies.
7. Your dream last night? ooooh, it involved some rough sex and a striking girl.
8. Your favorite drink? anything fruity and mixed.
9. Your dream/goal? to truly achieve happiness.
10. The room you're in? my den.
11. Your fear? never living my fantasy.
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? with the love of my life on a beach, enjoying a passionate romping.
13. Where were you last night? at his apartment. ;]
14. What you're not? out.
15. Muffins? are delicious, when warm.
16. One of your wish list items? camera.
17. Where you grew up? texas.
18. The last thing you did? take out yoda-the-dog.
19. What are you wearing? nothing, actually.
20. Your TV? is off, but youporn is on.
21. Your pet(s)? a border collie x husky named yoda.
22. Your computer? is quite literally a pile of poop.
23. Your life? is good.
24. Your mood? excited. ;]
25. Missing someone? a bit.
26. Your car? a ford.
27. Something you're not wearing? clothes?
28. Favorite Store? a certain coffee shop from my home town.
29. Your summer? was nearly non-existent.
30. Favorite color? purple.
31. When is the last time you laughed? when I dropped him off earlier.
32. Last time you cried? embarrassingly enough, while watching BOLT earlier today.
33. Who will/would re-post this? quite possibly no-one, considering I have no friends on here as of yet.
34. Place I go over and over: samuels. and work.
35. Person who e-mails me: my father. and grandmother.
36. My favorite food: would definitely be Italian....by a landslide.
37. Place I would rather be: his bed.

good evening,
madison